Friday, August 14, 2009

Ranting

Forget about Cory. Forget about current events. Forget about my colleagues and officemates and college classmates. I want to focus on myself NOW. Di bale nang masabihang self-centered.

Yes, I'm finally back in this little corner of "me". And as if to welcome myself back with a full band, let me write "I HATE THEEEEM!" Yes i wanna scream! I want to kick people's asses if I could. I want to be bad for once in my life. And this is the reason I'm instantly blogging once again.

Aba, kokontakin ka lang pag may problema?! Ganito ang mga kamag-anak namin. If everything goes well to them, ni ho ni ha wala kang maririnig. Tapos kahapon lang tatawag para sabihing magpadala ng pera si Tatay sa probinsiya dahil na stroke ang asawa ng kapatid niya. My uncle really has a gift - to involve other people in his misery. Siya itong hiningan ng tulong ipapasa sa amin ang burden.

Ok. Christianity has taught me to be generous in order to be blessed even more. But I just couldn't help but rant (or more than rant actually) because when Nanay and Papa were in the hospital, they didn't even extend any form of help upon us. They didn't even visit them in the hospital. We have been on our own since me and my siblings were kids. My parents never asked for our relatives help as much as possible - since we received little or no help at all from them anyway.

Tapos ngayon....Grrrrr!

I'll get over this. In the meantime, I need breathing space. Thank heavens there's blog.

3 comments:

  1. Ganyan lang Ron. Basta ilabas mo lang para psychologically healthy ka pa rin. Also, does this mean ba na, sa buong pamilya niyo, kayo ang pinaka-mayaman kasi kayo ang tinatakbuhan pag may problema?

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  2. Ahaha pao and rome, hindi ko alam. Sori naman sa post na to. Emotional lang ako. It's okay kung may ganito tayong kamag-anak. Normal lang naman ito.

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